"Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again?"
old to play childish games, want a serious mate. I want someone that knows what they want and have a desire to have more .You know, at night when all is calm you can hear sounds that you can't hear in the day. The sound that startled me tonight was the beating of my own heart. I closed my eyes so that I could listen more intently. My spirit was calm and I almost felt like crying. Just then, I opened my eyes and looked around me. What I saw was that it was raining outside, but I had a roof over my head. I saw that it was dark, but I had light in my home. I saw that I had a car under my carport, if I wanted to ride somewhere. I saw that my kitchen cupboard was fill with food, if I desired something to eat. I saw that I had lovely clothes to put on my body to cover and comfort me.But, I felt empty....what was missing? I closed my eyes again and again I could hear my heart beating. There was nothing missing. I was just ALONE. So if you can feel this emptiness email me. One more thing....PLEASE DON'T PLAY GAMES WITH ME. I think that I deserve someone that deserves me for the person that I am. I am looking for a man that is aggressive enough to say that they want me in their life and have a plan to make it happen. Don't let past fears and heartaches cause you to not be able to feel. There are a few of us good women left and we deserve good men.