Hi , I am a very loving, sweet ,kind & very caring mother of 4 kids. I just lost my36yr old hubby on 12/4/11 we were married 9yrs & together 14yrs total. He died being the man he was known for & that was being a true Hero & 1st responder & fireman. He died saving a shot victim & not worried about himself he alwayz put every1 be4 himself. He suffered a massive heart attack by lifting up on the guy to get him to the hospital , so he died being a true Hero. I have really been stressing since he passed away but I also know I have to keep myself Prayed up to raise our kids. itz always good to chat with friends who has been thru somewhat of the same story or just good people to chat with.