I'm very self-motivated , actually I'm really the only person in my world that I trust to have my best interests in mind . I love to be in the house , reading ; listening to music ; watching a movie . I write poetry and some times try the music side of things . I am shy ; kind ; generous and friendly . Which all equals up to me being over taken advantage of in life . I mean it's something I've noticed so things have changed . I just need someone in my world who will not diminish the value of my backbone , what little is there .