UPDATE: What has happen ?? Why do we want it all NOW !! Love / Marriage/ Commitment/ You belong to me / all NOW!! Sometimes in order to get to that level or even move ahead in a relationship you have to clear up something’s in your own life. Funny today it's called the MICROWAVE generation (Instead putting in the OVEN letting it cook slowly and come out nice)...Nope!! We put in Microwave and want it Instantly.... As I go into a new levels in my life I thank god for all he has done for me.. Maturing me in a way where I can accept my faults and continue to Live, Learn, and Grow from them. I hope to find someone who also has come to that mature point in their lives to become my partner, lover, and friend. I know this will not happen overnight but I am willing to try.
UPDATE: Life is like walking down path in the woods.. Sometime we veer off the path and go another directions because we think it will get us there faster. The great thing about life and faith you always can get back on that path you started no matter how far you veered off. I lost a lot of material things due to the Tornado's but I have my life and that can not be replaced...
UPDATE: Funny in my search for companionship find myself still alone and frustrated. I was removed 16yrs from the single scene and man I tell you I thought I was ready. I often ask is it me ? Do I demand to much ? Did my marriage for 16yrs really mess me up ? I am a good man, I love the lord, I handle my Fatherly / Family duties, I love romance, I am Kid at heart, and finally I believe in old values of treating a woman. What ever happen to courting a woman ??. Should just go with flow don't care, just see how many women I can play at one time, Don't care if she have feelings, and just be about myself ? With all that venting and frustration God ultimately has a plan and woman for me... OK I am back to earth.
I Just want a woman to be real with me, what she expects, what she wants and we can go from there. I don't judge a woman by the color of there skin, the size of her waist, tattoos, piercing she my have, and especially her past because its just that the past....I am open to good adult conversation over lunch, dinner, drinks / latte, simple walk in a park. SIMPLICITY is all I am asking for. Leave the drama, games, lies and attitudes at home. PLEASE NOTE: I ONLY DEAL WITH WOMEN, NOT LITTLE GIRLS. Really I miss the simple things in life Holding hands, Long kisses goodbye, get in the car and drive weekend getaway and cuddling up to a nice movie (The Notebook). Corny huh ?? but that's me.